How do you know what I think? I would really like to know the process of how my thaughts travel to your head. So tell us a little more about yourself, like where your from, occupation. We will all help you with your situation. You have made a big step in talking with us. You have let us know you have a problem, admission is the first step and you got that out of the way. We helped Brad and we can help you. Do you need a hug?